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i miss my long and curly hair. (hair extension??) heh.

yea im 21-year-old already(sounds like aunty -.-). somehow the switching from 20 to 21 years old made me feel so weird. i dont know why. yes become older. finally reached womanhood or so called adulthood. miserable is that im still vague to my own goals, precisely what i want to achieve or watsoever. damn it. rahhh.

yesterday i was really moody. everything screwed me up and i felt so upset. have you ever come through the dilemma, whereby u cant even share with others. no one. and please, guys from IT (Information Technology) dont approach me or rather talk to me, cuz i sovely cant understand u. no offence. that was true. thats why sometime we would say something like " we are impossible cuz we simply come from different universe. "

just forget bout yesterday. got a good news just a minute ago. received the letter from Kuok Foundation, and yea my renewal of scholarship have been approved! (big smile) someday when im capable, or i become independent (ahem haha meaning when im with stable income), first thing i want to do is to help needy students / to donate money to some non-profitable organization seriously. no jokes. i felt the same of how they feel. im so thankful to Kuok Foundation. :)

wah i got so many friends to say thank you (all the birthday wishes and prezzie). i cant name it. thats a lot. BIG THANKS!(yes im saying YOU who are reading these! haha!) XOXO !

sunday, me and sandra went True Yoga at pacific plaza before we went shopping. (shanny never join us due to family gathering. sob sob.)

anyway the consultant talked to us like an hour? similarly to my lecture(different types of yoga, how its benefit u, and why madonna and so many celebrity doing yoga etc etc) almost make me fall asleep. in fact the yoga course quite interesting like the HOT YOGA where u are in a 37 celsius degree room to do yoga that will definitely make u perspire, stimulate ur what nerve therefore u will look younger lols! YET my big concern MONEY.

so super uber expensive la, like 169 bucks every month? (u can go as many as u want though), listen, it is one year contract hor (of course 2 years contract is cheaper). wth. it needs long term commitment and and and i actually dont mind folk out the money to get a healthy life and beauty body haha BUT BUT BUT not at the moment. im still a student. who gotta pay for me for this minor/extra/less significant shit? anyway if anyone is affortable, can give it a try, i bet that would be a very good exercise. :)

anyone if there is free OR cheap but good yoga lesson?? (i know im trying to grab the star in the sky) -.-

had dinner at Taka. i saw her -edited-. haha. a strong and tanned guy. (oppz)

my japanese chicken cutlet curry omu rice and her shrimp+chicken omu rice.

i just like this random picture. :p

okisss. im exhausted. goodnight world.