<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/37883222?origin\x3dhttp://strawberry-dotz.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Sunday, April 01, 2007

HOMEsick >_<
mum called up today..she will calling me on weekends as usual...n usually we will chat at least 30mins...haha
today...out of sudden..she asked me if i wan go back to malaysia to spend the holidays...i was like =.=''...i dunno how to describe my feelings...

the reasons i not planning to go back:(since everyone kept asking me y i not goin to KL cuz b4 dat they will not see my when theres school vacation)

1. dun think to miss the cheerleading training,performance nearing

2. hubby dun have vacation now,n i will goin back alone if i wan to do so

3. ogl

4. initially was thinking to work to spend the holidays n at the same time get myself some pocket money

5. to behave myself from spending money prodigally..i definitely spend a lot n a lot if i m in KL..cuz in my mind i will think of the stuffs there are much more cheaper n then tempted me to spend more

6. once i come back sg from kl...i will being not adaptive again...n sure will cry for a few days...cuz really a huge differences of everything...u may dunno cuz u really dun understand...u not experience it..i dun have nerve to leave my lovely frens n family n the home,the place i grown up for the past 19years...

7. ....

yarr...that's y...
nonetheless...my determine being shaken when my mum sounds like want me to go back...really feel like goin back...really love n miss them very much...especially the silence of midnight..but....due to the reasons i stated above...i........*sigh*
frustrated u know...was like standing at the crossroads...whether walk to left or to the right...
all my mum fault...she incites my nostalgia...*argh*

Love is all about us
1:22 AM