Monday, March 05, 2007
never meet my cheermates so long since the last training...like 2 months i think...3 of the cheermates reminding me dat this wed having training...as tam said...the routine for club crawl may start anytime...also...try to recruit more guys so dat all of the gurls are able to fly...izzit possible?!..it's impossible...manpower?!...i still remember i m so stupid dat i kept all the encourages msg from maybelle...but...seems like...i know she try her best n sacrifice a lot in cheer leading...i understand...
pondering if i should go...confused in mind...i really love dance so much...i take dancing as a part of my life,take it as an exercise,recreation n a way to build confidence n self-discipline of my ownself since 7 years ago...for the past 6 years i had been join the dance club...dat's is not cheer leading though,instead,modern dance,traditional dance n sometimes jazz or hip hop...
*flash back*had join lot of clubs in secondary school...like our form6 club,malay debates,being president n look up for lot of things...handling different projects from school...represent school to compete with other states of school in debates n dances...leading all form6 like 200++ students in a dance performance for teacher's day...being host for national day celebration in school... etc etc etc....but...i m NOTHING now...*tear*
principal n 2 vice principals were welcome us with big arms when we won the runner up of forum in zone Selangor...
another incident...initially fren asked me to join the something like microsoft project(not very sure)...i accepted since it's sounds interesting...at last...never ever inform me when i already 'kicked' from the group...at least,being the ppl who asking me to join,should let me know wat is goin on...i m so silly n was thinking y never ask me for any discussion for the project after the exam...*gosh*...i m really nothing...not blaming...it might be the way ppl treat me...
back to cheer leading...haih...lose words...bye...shall stop all this craps...
